Three days ago, I took my wedding dress from the tailor. It's beautiful and I love it. The pattern is like a Hanbok. Well, it is actually a Hanbok, but I think I will only wear the chima. The top will be something more Indonesian, a Kebaya. I'm just gonna need a nice pair of white shoes, a hijab and.. a groom.
It's funny. I have prepared the outfits but left the most important one. The heart. Sometimes, many times I doubt if I will really be able to become someone's wife. Thinking about my lack of knowledge about how a real man and woman relationship is like. I think I'm not settled yet. On the other hand, I also think that it is the marriage it self which will make me settled. It is a start of new education.
Marriage is a contract. Not between the groom and the bride, but it is a promise from the groom to his God that he will take care of her, love her, protect her and listen to her from the day he marries her till the day they both die. It is also a promise from the bride to her God that she will love him, listen to him and let him guide her way everyday till Angel Izroil waves his hand. For something like this, how come many people think to try to get married and see what's gonna happen. How come a girl excuses her boyfriend when he cheats on her or when he says something rude just because she thinks she loves him and the opposite? That is not love. That can't be.
