Kusdiyah Utami

When I'm typing this, I'm on my way expecting my first son. We're in 29 week now. I can't believe that it's been about 8 months that he's inside my womb. I said 'he' because when my pregnancy was in 16 week, the obsgyn said that I'm having a boy, insya Allah.

My husband and I are still learning to be a good team to raise our son. He is a very nice person. He treats me well. He can do anything himself, cooking, washing clothes, working, an independent person. He said he wanted me to cook for him, though, a couple days ago. I'm not good at cooking. Actually I can't cook, but I tried and it didn't taste really bad. Just need more practice. I will practice insya Allah.

It's been very nice so far, being married. You always have a shoulder to cry, arms to hug, hands to hold and someone to love, share your happiness and sadness, everything you feel. It feels good. Alhamdulillaah ^^

I can't believe I say this, but I'm married and having a baby! (^_^)
Everything feels like a dream and that it will end and that I will wake up someday. But no, it's not a dream. This is real.

Now everyday there's someone calling me honey, texting me *hug and *kiss. Someone sleeps beside me and leads the daily prayers in front of me and everytime we finish the prayer I kiss his hand and he kisses my cheek. (^_^)

We got married about a month and a week ago and three days ago I went to the doctor who said I'm having a 4-week old embryo growing in my womb. I smiled and then cried. I'm having a baby when I'm 24. This is soo beautiful.

Many things are happening very quickly and they are happening at the same time. Sometimes I just think I really need time to digest all of these things. But I finally have my new education. Being someone's wife. I'm still learning to be a good wife. I'm currently studying him.

I pray that The Owner of the heavens and earth would never leave me and would never let me leave Him. I pray that whatever happens He will always be here watching and saving me. I pray that He will show me that I chose the right choice and that He is ridho with it. Allahuma aamiiin (^_^)